Sunday, September 18, 2005

The Gardener without the Sex



As some of you may know, my husband took a job this summer which takes him out of town 6 days out of 7. That's not the bad part. He sells roofing in areas that have been hit by disasters. That's not the bad part. He has been located in Southwest Missouri, the Joplin area and lives in an apartment with 5 other men during the week while working 14 hours days. That's not even the bad part. We have always been pretty independent creatures for right or wrong, but being apart is not the tragedy. The fact that he has worked selflessly for 12 weeks and not gotten paid for any sales isn't even the bad part. (Please don't ask. I can't get a straight answer out of him.) The pain is that he never asked me whether he should take the job, never asked my opinion, never cared whether I supported him in this endeavor, never told his daughter he would be absent for her senior year, never involved anyone but himself in the decision. When I jokingly said a few weeks ago, "After our latest storm in St. Louis, does that mean you could be relocating to St. Louis to sell roofs to those people who lost theirs in that horrible storm?" And he answered, "Did I forget to tell you that we're entrenched in Southwest Missouri till December?" No, he never told me that. That is the horror of this story.

Dorothy, senior and theatre techie extraordinnaire, has taken on the task of mowing the lawn when he can't get to it, and I have had to take out trash and do the laundry after 25 years of never doing so. I'm not incapable, but let's face it, Ladies, if you don't let your man take control of a few chores over the years, he'd get away with doing nothing. So trash and laundry are his. Not any more. Last weekend he didn't even bother to come home because he had to be on the job at 6AM Monday morning and would have had to leave Sunday night for the 5 hour drive. Oh did I forget to tell you non-Missourians, that Joplin is in the bottom left hand corner of Missouri and is easily 5 hours away. (Thank God the company pays for gas.) He often doesn't get home until late Saturday evenings, throws his laundry into the washer (often forgetting ours until I reminded him to throw it all together), falls asleep before I even get to bed, wakes up for church, folds laundry and falls asleep in front of whatever baseball or football game is on tv, and goes to bed early Sunday nights so he can wake up at 6 on Mondays and start all over again. We often do not speak 10 words to each other.

So this weekend meant he was home after 2 weeks away. I blew up on the phone during one of his nightly phone calls. Keep in mind that he calls EVERY NIGHT while driving home from his latest sales call while going back to his "bachelor pad." And every time he calls he hits a "valley" and loses decent connection on the cell. Every night. You'd think he'd stop calling me in the same fucking valley. After I blew up (after 12 weeks of being the passive if-this-is-what-you-want wife), he sent me an apology card. I didn't know what was sadder: the apology card or the fact that Hallmark makes a card that specifically speaks to the problem of husbands not communicating with their wives. He promised to leave whatever he was doing by 2PM on Saturday afternoon so he could get home by 7 or so and we could walk around the local festival. He promised to talk about this job and how he fucked up and how I mean the world to him yadda yadda yadda. I've heard it all before. The phone rang at 6, and, of course, I'm thinking it's him telling me he's an hour our of town and to get into my "walking around the Greentree Festival" gear ready to eat funnel cakes and bloomin' onions and homemade lemonade. (Which I didn't because I'm on South Beach, damn it) You would be so wrong. No, it was him STILL IN JOPLIN telling me was just now leaving. Yep, that's right. Do the math. He wouldn't be home until 11. I went out on an errand around 8, and he called back with a message that he would be later because he had to go back to the office. So start ticking away on the 36 hours that has home every weekend. Tick tick tick.

He showed up at midnight. Believe it or not, I was in bed watching "Saturday Night Live" and reading the paper. He started a load of laundry. He then went into his office to, yes, do more paperwork. He came to bed after 1:30 when I had already turned out the light. His cell phone rings. He says, "Is that my cell phone?" "It's your damn phone, dimwit. How do I know?" He goes into his office to answer it. Are you asking yourself why he has his work cell phone on during the 36 hours he has off on the weekend? Don't ask. I still don't know. I actually hear him TALKING to someone at 1 fucking 30 in the morning. He comes back to bed and said, "That was Aaron." Quiet. I said, "Excuse me, what could your boss want at 1:30 in the morning on a Saturday." "Oh," he says, "he was drunk dialing me." "AND HE's YOUR FUCKING BOSS??? How OLD is this idiot?" I am livid. The cell phone rings AGAIN! AND AGAIN my husband gets up to answer it. Don't ask why he didn't turn off his work phone again after the first drunk dial. I hear him very curtly say, "This is not cute. Stop calling." He comes back to bed, and I say, "Why don't you turn off your goddamn phone." No answer. "Let me talk to the little fucker next time." No answer. Communication as usual. I am furious and get up to take 2 Tylenol PM because I know my racing heart will not allow me to fall asleep.

So this morning we go to church. This afternoon Hub mows the lawn after picking up 2 week's worth of dog "dirt" (What a strange name for shit.). He mows while I read the paper. I take a nap (if you recall the little sleep from the night before). When I wake up, there is no answer when I call his name. I pass by the bathroom and see the toilet seat up, a nasty habit I broke him of a quarter of a century ago that was enforced with the birth of TWO DAUGHTERS. He has left me a note that reads, "Took the recycling and running an errand. Call if needed." Mind you, not only is the toilet seat up, but the doors to the outside are left open, the garage door is open, and the dog is left outside... a dog that can jump fences and always wants to leave when someone she loves backs out of the driveway. This is it! I am married to the gardener. This is no different than if I hired a hunky Jesse Metcalf from "Desperate Housewives" to mow the lawn. He would probably come inside to take a piss and leave the toilet seat up. He would accidentally leave all doors open and the dog outside because it's not his responsibility. Two BIG differences? My husband is NO WHERE near as cute as the gardener on "Desperate Housewives." And the other difference is I'm not having sex with my "gardener." I am merely following up after him and cleaning up his messes. So I call him.

What errand, I wonder, since I wanted to walk around the local festival. Oh, he's back at the office collecting some supplies so he doesn't have to do so at 6AM on Monday. Are you keeping tabs of the amount of time he is still dealing with work while on his 36 hour weekend? I leave to do some work and return to see the company truck on the street with enough roofing supplies on the rack to cover half of Southwest Missouri. If the orange truck isn't bad enough, the largeness of the supplies is an eyesore. And I go into my office to watch the Emmys while he watches Pearl Harbor and... are you sitting... DO MORE PAPERWORK for WORK. So much for his apology and for talking to me and smoothing things over and getting paid for 3 months of work and spending time with his family.

I think I could forgive him if I were fucking Jesse Metcalf, but I'm not.

7 Comments:

At 8:45 AM, Blogger Leesa said...

Oh woman, I so know about the cell phone ringing at all hours AND he calls me from California on his way home from work and it always disconnects!!
His cell works 1/2 the time at his house.
Drives me crazy!!

 
At 12:16 PM, Blogger greekchickie said...

Oh girl, I'm sorry to hear that! Men are so insensitive sometimes... I hope it works out for you & y'all are able to get past this crappy-ass job.

M~

 
At 12:25 PM, Blogger Redhead Editor said...

Thanks you guys. It helped just getting that off my chest.

 
At 9:55 AM, Blogger The Anti-Wife said...

OUCH...that just hurts. All I can say is I don't understand men. I constandly blame Dick's behaviors on BPD, but I wonder how much of it is because he IS a man! Grrr..

 
At 4:51 PM, Blogger Sarahlynn said...

Oh, I am sympathetic. I am so sorry you're going through this.

When we were first married, Paul was a consultant. 6 months after our wedding, we had a new dog and we'd just bought a house. I got a big promotion and Paul started working in Kalamazoo, MI. He flew out every Sunday night and back on Thursday night . . . except when he didn't (like after September 11). We fought like crazy.

We used to have a big fight every weekend he was home. The fight got earlier and earlier. It was after he got home on Thursday night. It was in the car on the way home (did I forget to mention that he "needed" me to drive him to and from the airport each time?). Eventually, it was on the phone before I even saw him at the airport. It was baaaad for us and for our marriage.

His current job is much better; he stays in town most of the time. But they are baaaad with the phone calls. One night, when I was 8 months pregnant, our home rang and woke me up at 2:00 in the morning. It must be an emergency! My dad's had the big heart attack! My sister's brain tumor is back! Terrorists have attacked again!

No. The scheduled system back-up was successful and the database guys thought Paul should know about it right away. That's right. A scheduled *back-up* went *as planned*. And they tried calling his cell phone, but there was no answer (gee, I wonder why) so they called our home phone . . . Argh. At least it's been a few months since the last "important" conference call that ate up all of a sunny Saturday afternoon.

You should have emailed me; I was walking around Greentree on Sunday too! (Sans husband, who was on a business trip.)

 
At 7:11 PM, Blogger Redhead Editor said...

I'm calling you next time. You * me * Greentree * next year!

 
At 4:33 PM, Blogger Fluxedup said...

Good lord that whoe senario sounds just like life at my house with a couple minor exceptions. The part about the damn phone going off and being answerd at all hours of the damn day or night weekend or no... wowieand I thought I was the only one.

 

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